September 2010
August 2010
i only ate half my sandwhich
The bread tasted weird. I tried to make myself eat it but i couldn’t. I can still taste it in my mouth. So gross! I wish I had a toothbrush with me to get this taste out. Bleh. I’m also super tired. I stayed up late to talk to tom. He’s a pilot and gets off work at odd hours. It was….a hot and heavy conversation.
After he went to bed I decided to just stay up since I had like 2 hours before I had to get up and get ready for work. That was a bad idea. I’m so tired at work I’m nodding off. I need like a 5 hour energy shot or something. Ugh. I can’t wait to get home and take a nap! On another note, my plan to lose my virginity in the spring has been moved to around new years. Holy Jesus Christ. I need to kick this weight loss up a notch. He said he liked how I looks now but I told him I didn’t feel comfortable and said he was willing to wait. How cute is that? I think I’m falling for him.
Just saying, you spelled lose wrong in your description. You wrote loose instead of lose. xD
meh. im not the best speller
i just packed my lunch for tomorrow <3
1 pb&j sandwhich (crunchy pb) -380
1 cup cantaloupe-54
1 cup sliced strawberries (5 total)- 53
1 string cheese - 80
TOTAL: 567
with my job my lunch is spread out over a couple hours, basically whenever i can squeeze in a bite. I’m rediculously busy fro 5:30AM to 3PM i start eating it around 10 AM and finish most of it around 1:30/2PM
if i have time in the morning ill have over easy egg, i really only eat the whites and a tiny bit of the yoke- 90
I’ll come home, take a quick nap before school and eat a lean cuisine or something similar that is about 300 cals.
TOTAL FOR THE DAY: 957
… unless I want a piece of ghirardelli dark chocolate w/ raspberry, which would bring my total to like 1,187
if i do give in I’m gonna work off about 600 cals on the eliptical when i get home…or maybe ill do it right before school so I’m able to take a shower. meh. we’ll see how to day goes
12703.) I don't want to shop at 'the fat girl stores' anymore. Most of their stuff is great, depending on what you like, but I don't want to fit into their clothes. I want to be able to go shopping with my friends, at stores that sell prettier things.
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THURSDAY GET HERE SOON!!!
i cant wait to buy the new river city rebels vinyl!! my week will go by so slow now :(
on the bright side! i had less than 1000 calories today! and im not hungry :)
Reblog if you touched someone elses private part.
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Weight Loss Before and After Photos
These are amazing!
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i love before and after photos, it shows me it’s possible and everyone can do it
LOVE before and afters. Sorry there are so many re-blogs on this.
BEFORE AND AFTERS ARE MY FAVORITE!! I COULD LOOK AT THEM ALL DAY!
If you want to be text buddies I will:)
my numbers in your ask <3
I love the feeling of when I wake up and I'm empty
I love you.:)
i dont know who you are but i love you too <3
reblog if you're a weightloss blog so we can add each other to our weightloss family (:
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hello new followers!!
id like to know about you and you probly wont to know about me? :)
go to my ask and tell me something about you and ask me a question about me, anything, and ill answer with honesty.
one thing about me is that i sleep with a lot of pillows in my bed so it wont feel so empty.
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I'm sick of looking in the mirror and cringing, I'm sick of deleting photos because I look horrid, I'm sick of not being able to do swimming in public, I'm sick of always being the fat one, I'm sick of not being able to share clothes, I'm sick of finding new stretchmarks, I'm sick of boobs, I'm sick of hips, I'm sick of Summer, I'm sick of boys, I'm sick of being held and worrying that he'll realise I'm fat
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Thats why I’m finally DOING something about it.
yes!!
I don’t know why but when I kind of don’t try that hard to loose weight I end up loosing more than when I do try. Its compleatly retarded. BUT I lost 3 pounds this week even though I totally went over my calorie intake pretty much everyday, didn’t exercise, and didn’t drunk nearly enough water as I should have. I don’t get it. Now I am at 244 exectly.
